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You, who need to inspire yourself.

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Assalamualaikum hello beautiful people :) Wow so this year I already posted three entries (including this one). Applause! So what's with the title? 'You, who need to inspire yourself'? Hm believe me or not, I have to present any of my favourite quotes in my class tomorrow! And just one quote! So out of many quotes that I loved, I choose "Letting Go Isn't A Weakness, but.." First and foremost, I believe that most of you here must have gone through a condition where you're hardly to make a move from. Just once is more than enough. Nobody should proudly said that, "I never felt that way before?" . At least if you're not realised or maybe you do not know whether you've been through this kind of situation before, please do not overconfident. I remember what my sister said to me, "Allah menguji kita dengan kata-kata kita" . Indeed, she is right. You'll never know what tomorrow holds. No matter how we want things to ...

War inside of me.

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Assalamualaikum & hello people :) Secara jujurnya, saya taktahu kenapa tergerak hati nak tulis post malam ni. Maybe sebab rasa macam sedih, for no reason? Why can't I be happy for others' happiness? Or maybe like others? Tiba-tiba rasa sedih sebab someone who I knew just found his happiness. Haha, jahat! Yup, tak sepatutnya saya rasa macam tu, sebab kebahagiaanlah yang saya doakan hari-hari untuk dia. Mungkin ni bukti Allah tu Maha Adil, Maha Mendengar & Maha Berkuasa atas semua kehendakNya. Dan saya terfikir, kenapa nak sedih, at least Allah dengar apa yang saya mintak. Hehe. Kadang-kadang bila dah sampai limit, saya suka persoalkan benda yang tak sepatutnya. "Why can't I be pretty and confident like other girls?" "Why my skin can't get clear as I tried everything recommended by people?" "Why my result didn't get better every semesters though I study harder?" "Why am I always have problem with mana...

Nothing, just a random post.

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Assalamualaikum. This might be a very random post after a very long break. Was I too busy? Hm. I guess not. But let's just proceed with whatever reason I suddenly posting something on my long-lost-friend, my blog. The last two months were too hard for me. I couldn't handle my own feelings very well. There were a lot of ups and downs, the pain is quite unbearable, but all praises to Allah I can finally make it. Initially, the things that you're going to read after this (the main point I write all of these things), I kept it all by me. I wrote every each of them in my diary every time I miss that particular person, but I guess, I need to stop doing that thing as I have no more rights or to be exact, I have no more chances to write about them anymore. Hence, that's why I brought it here so ha feel free to read it. But first of all, this post might have nothing to do with anyone, except to that particular person & his future partner. And also, this entry is absolutel...