War inside of me.
Assalamualaikum & hello people :) Secara jujurnya, saya taktahu kenapa tergerak hati nak tulis post malam ni. Maybe sebab rasa macam sedih, for no reason? Why can't I be happy for others' happiness? Or maybe like others? Tiba-tiba rasa sedih sebab someone who I knew just found his happiness. Haha, jahat! Yup, tak sepatutnya saya rasa macam tu, sebab kebahagiaanlah yang saya doakan hari-hari untuk dia. Mungkin ni bukti Allah tu Maha Adil, Maha Mendengar & Maha Berkuasa atas semua kehendakNya. Dan saya terfikir, kenapa nak sedih, at least Allah dengar apa yang saya mintak. Hehe. Kadang-kadang bila dah sampai limit, saya suka persoalkan benda yang tak sepatutnya. "Why can't I be pretty and confident like other girls?" "Why my skin can't get clear as I tried everything recommended by people?" "Why my result didn't get better every semesters though I study harder?" "Why am I always have problem with mana