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Life Update!

Hi hello everyone. Just a quick update because 'zero entry' for over a year is way too much huh October 2025 It has been 4 months since I quit my previous job, that lasted me a total of 3 years living in KL. Now Selangor pulak dah haha. Still in the same field. But not exactly what I want. I will be going for an interview for a position in KKM, which I doubt to pass it but whatever. I will and I have to go in order for me to get the experience haha. But for sure I will do my best lah kan, because I desperately want to get a better position. If I pass, that's gonna be a jackpot bro! September 2025 I started to improve my lifestyle, I ate healthy food, workout every single day, and control what I ate. Definitely have my ups and downs lah kan, I also cheated a bit here and there haha and sometimes not doing a perfect 45 minutes workout (like today, I suddenly insist to write an entry just because I feel lazy to get up). My goal is to.... not look ugly anymore haha. I honestly ...

July 2024

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Assalamualaikum hi everyone! It's our first July, without Abah. We started our July with celebrating Emak's birthday. I love you mak, more than anything or everything that I ever told you. I suddenly realised that whenever I fell sick, he is the first person that comes across my mind. Abah has never left my head even for a second.  I'm sorry but my blog is now a gloomy place. I always find joy to write before, but now I only write when I feel down, or something bad happened to me.  I no longer enjoy my work now. Feeling suffocated and nothing can describe it, how it's no longer fit my expectation. No hopes.  Meeting old friends was undeniably the best thing I did last month. Seeing people that used to saw me at my lowest, my high, and finally I realised I'm not the only one struggling here. Not something to be glad of, but I pray to people that I loved, may Allah ease everything for you. Update of my life, as of 27 years old, because I'm very sure I will not be ...