♥ Because Of You

 9th of November 2020, Monday. Assalamualaikum, hello everyone :) Ah it has been a while since I posted something here. Nothing worth to be read, today I just feel like writing. To recap on what actually happened before, yes, I made it. I finished last semester very well. Thank you to all who have been supporting me all this while. It took me months to actually recover from all the bad things and thoughts that passed by through my mind. And realized, after all, 2020 wasn't bad at all. Despite all the hardships that I've been through, I finally found the broken pieces and the peace it brought to me. 2020 isn't over yet, but I believe I can meet 2021 in one piece. InshaAllah. So many things happened in 2020, I don't think I will be able to make it short here. But, okay let me try. January 2020 - I was so short of money. I actually working part time few months before, but wasn't able to receive the pay before starting the new semester. And I don't really know how t

Hello assalamualaikum people :) Just a quick visit to my baby here hehe okay I was actually quite busy these past few weeks ha macam biasalah, a student life, what do you expect Ida? And gonna be moreee busy after this. Hence, I decided to just wrote few things that I really wanted to share with the people here. Just few. Heh. How to start eh? Haha. Em you know this pandemic season really got my life a bit.. no, not my life. My emotion. Yah this pandemic season really got my emotion on a roller coaster mode. Kadang-kadang I happy not because people are dying and struggling, absolutely not for that reasons. I was happy because I got plenty of time to spend with my family. I think this is like the longest time I ever had - to be at home and actually doing nothing. I'm not even doing the part time job like I usually did on every semester breaks. I don't know why... okay lah I knew the reason is I was taking precaution from the virus and yadah yadah, and when the surroundi

Assalamualaikum hello earthlings! Aha it's me again. Hahaha. I'm not gonna use bahasa baku or bahasa sopan in today's post. Sebab rasa macam nak rempit je, malas. Hahaha. Sumpah hari ni extra rajin, I pun taktahu lah kenapa. Last night I slept at 2 or 3ish o'clock, I can't remember the exact time, sebab memang TERtidur. I do some writing on my thesis and YAYY I already submitted my Chapter Four to my SV hehe! A bit late, but better late than never kan? Ceh, sedapkan hati sendiri. Oh ya okay I was being extra today sebab okay lemme tell you, I woke up at 10 am! And nobody's home. Hahah my parents going to Hospital Melaka, my sister of course lah pergi kerja. It's Monday people! Then I bukak tudung saji ada bihun okay noted! Then straight to turn on the television. Nothing...  And I tinjau tingkap, 'oh baju tak sidai lagi' . Terus pergi dapur and take out all baju-baju yang mak dah basuh before keluar pagi tadi dari mesin basuh. Pastu ma

Hai assalamualaikum semua! How are you guys today? Hopefully semua sihat belaka deh :) Semalam saya kemas buku-buku yang ada dalam our old luggage dekat bilik belakang. To be honest, bilik belakang tu sangatlah kecil and dah terlalu semak dengan barang-barang yang terasa sayang nak buang. Heh waktu mengemas ni memang selalu rasa 'eh ni nak guna lagi ' 'eh yang ni sayang lah nak buang' 'eh yang ni banyak sentimental value taw!' dan pelbagai lagi jenis 'eh' yang timbul. Makan masa seminggu juga sebelum tidur terfikirkan nasib buku-buku dan barang-barang yang bakal dibuang/dipindah hak milik nanti. Even last night lepas dah sorted out buku-buku yang masih nak simpan dan jual pun masih terasa sedih. Hahaha punyalah sayang. Bercakap tentang buku.. I started to have my own books since I was 9 years old. Buku cerita lah. I still remember the story line of that book. Pasal ibu ayam dan musang. But that was an English book. When I said 'to